Failed and passed at the same time.

Date=2080/04/30 // 15 August 2023 Myself SUDARSHAN KUNWAR, I am good/bad, IDK. Today there was my second bike trail day. I was quite good at my first even though I was fail at the last. I was somehow more confident than pervious but I didn't meet my expectation and I failed one more time. Coincidentally, on the very same day, my high school (12) result was published. It's a fact about myself that I am not good at my studies. To be more honest here, only in the last 12 overall internal examinations, out of three examinations, I failed two of them. Yes, that doesn't matter even though cause it's an internal examination. Today, I got a 3.09 which is B overall. Which is good or bad? Idk. It's true and somehow common, Students cheat, I also cheated way more than my imagination this time. For the first time, I even took a mobile phone for cheating in the exam hall. I guess only one day it was worth it otherwise it wasn't. Should I congratulate myself or what? - IDK. Yea, It was my day. even though the result was published, IDK what next. I failed and passed at the same time. Today onward,Real life journey begins.I am no more minor and I have my own responsibilities and duties. It's a path that will identify myself. Someday I will read this note. Hey, are you alright? Hope u doing well. IDK what I will react,I may laugh either I may don't react. I can't guess now, where and what I will be doing at that period. I will be more mature than now. I have more responsibilities than now. I am doing some work as well. Eventhough till that moment hope I may identify myself who am I , what am I doing these days and what I will be doing next after that time.