CRUSHES

on my bus I seat near my ex bestfriend/my ex we have had a bad past and I fell In love with him a couple days ago when I see him I blush and I get butterflies but I feel like I can't love him because every time I get heart I look in his eyes I rizz him up but every time he doesn't get that I like him I don't I asked him to be friends and really annoyed him today but it was my stop and before i got off he never answered just sat their starring at me