feelings????

i hate being without a fucking phone and being touched by my uncle sucks ass i hate everything and everyone because of it life sucks ass and fuck all these hoes and niggas who hate me for no fucking reason? like wtf and my dumbass brother think hes the shit but hes actually not and needs to suck his dads dick ? AGAIN? im 202 pounds at 12 so imma starve myself for a while!!! the universe is literally closing down on me n i dont know how imma make thru 7th grade like wtf i dont even know shit abt all i know is i better take merissas bf nd make him cheat on her w me lolll or js date michel and love him for a very long time!!! but i hope he goes to mwjh after 6th grade??? my siblings are prob going thru my computer and into these notes like wtf i hate this stupid ass place my sister is annoying asf like bitch stfu hoe lolll im posibly gonna see ma bsf and i think i like izeah nvm he gets on my nerves i like this edgar hes so fine i wanna make him mine bru maybe i will idk but im finna make a move tommorw or js have his friend tell him?? but i think imma do good this year. OMFG HE SAID YES BRO OMFGGG WE FINNA BE friendsssss i love him sm im finna be the girl bsf nd then get wit him cs y but ahhhhh ilyyyy pookieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee????? so he got expelled i confessed to my crush but im dating jamaris but idk what to do i feel empty..me and my bae broke up I miss him lowkey I think me and him still friends doe the new boy Miguel is js ugh so fine bru