to my lover boy

hi my dearest boy ?? hi ?? i never really got to thank you for what a good time you gave me the happiness and joy. memories are fading away. i’m losing myself and i just coudlnt keep doing this. thankyou for keeping me alive for as long as you could. i really hope you the best in this life and your many next. you deserve a lot okay? know that. you wearnt the only reason why i left there are other reasons too so don’t burden yourself so much bc it wasn’t just you. iloveyousomuch andy.