for my ferradil cédi.

before anything else, happiest birthday to you, my love. it's ur second birthday now, huh? nakakarami ka na sa'kin! kidding, baby. ever since we talked, i've been fond of surprising u w simple gifts nd flowers in almost everyday. nd of course, i wanted to show my consistency as i give u my gifts bc i despise inconsistency in my actions. anyway, baby, i hope u're having d most memorable nd happiest birthday even though it was a busy day for u. now that u're 24, i hope ur bones will remain strong bc i'd laugh my ass off if ever ur bones r getting weak na. i'm jus kidding. please don't charge at me like a bull, baby. a'ight, serious na. ik i always tell u this everyday, but i hope yk i'll never get tired of telling, expressing, nd reminding u that i'm so grateful, lucky, nd happy to have u here by my side. simula sa paggising, hanggang sa pagtulog—nand'yan ka na para sa'kin. at sana naipaparamdam ko rin sa'yo na nasa tabi mo lang ako lagi. even though i'm always busy, i'll do my best to make time for u, nd for us. ik it isn't a requirement for me to do so, but i want to do all those things for u bc i wanna make u feel happy nd safe w me. 'm sorry for d long message, baby. but do know that mozo will always b there for u, even at ur worst. now that u're here w me, i'll do my best to make u feel safe lagi, ok?