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Hi Allison. Let's be real: you're not sly. If you were trying to be covert, you failed, because you forgot that (the Google Crawler updates slowly, which means I found a cached version of your post)[https://ibb.co/1rpdp8H] which pretty obviously indicates it's you. Before you try gaslighting me about how it _actually isn't you_, I'll make it abundantly clear that [I also cross-referenced this account with the non-cached version of reddit](https://ibb.co/P6c5X2c), meaning that it is in fact this specific account. I have a lot to say to you. I have a lot to say about how exactly you've treated me, how you've described me, so on and so forth. However, I am not going to bother with it, because I know you're unable to empathize with others, and you refuse to hear or see anyone else's perspective but yours. You completely lack any self awareness about how your own actions affect people around you, let alone the ability to recognize your lack of ability to cope with your own actions and reactions. I cannot believe the audacity you have, the sheer gall, to spread the narrative you've spread about what happened between you and me. It's just a flat out enduring smear campaign. You've felt it necessary to completely manipulate the narrative in a way that suits the self-image you've constructed for yourself. It's pure simulacra. I also know that you know that if the full truth of the matter were to ever come out, it'd completely crash and burn that very same self-image. This is why you've seen to have taken it upon yourself to purposely alienate and ostracize me out of every group possible that, like, five microns of the oxygen I inhaled may exist in. The truth is uncomfortable, and you don't want people to know it. Furthermore: why exactly do you feel compelled to follow me around, stalk my Reddit accounts, harass me, and tell me that you're 'glad to see I'm hated' by everyone around me? Aren't you the same person who repeatedly has to state how little they care about me? What do you actually want from me? Why do you even care? For someone who doesn't care, you really seem to care about my existence. **** Here's the first and last thing I will ever say to you: **do not _ever_ contact me again, do not come near me, stop e-stalking me, and leave me alone.** **I want absolutely nothing to do with you**, Hannah Montana. You are one of the most vicious, vindictive, pernicious, manipulative (something you even admit to) women I have ever come across in my life. Oh yeah, let's not forget you also, at least of what I can vaguely recollect, admitted to “lying if it means saving your own ass”. You can pull the wool over everyone else's eyes, but mine you will not. You are rife with deep mental contradictions that require some sort of intervention of the dialectal manner to resolve. I'm quite frankly sick of you and being stuck in the wake of your destruction. I'm not going to sit here and be your chew toy anymore, so go find someone else to gnaw on. To make it very clear: **keep your BPD-esque melodrama away from me, and keep me out of your distorted thoughts.** I should've taken “I have mental health issues that affect everyone around me” way more seriously, but I put it aside because not only did I not want to pass judgment, but because I was smitten, and was convinced that it could be understood and worked through. Don't bother replying, because I already know you're just going to send some snarky-ass reply about how you don't care or whatever, or you're going to get your little chain-gang to harass me, like a puppeteer pulling the strings of her puppets. Maybe something dumb like “lolzors projecting MUCH!?!?!”, or the hilarious comedic genius of “hi [username here]”. **** If you want some sort of fix from a former supply, you had it, but no longer will you get it. If you wanted some sort of reaction, you're not getting anymore. If you wanted some epic lolzors to share, to further humiliate me and shame me with, between you and your addle-brained, terminally online chain gang composed of the biggest social rejects and actual real-life losers, there you go. But you will not get anything anymore. I will not shed blood for the sharks to sniff out. If it bothers you that I moderate the Subreddit, that I'm a well liked member of our little janitorial team (that does it for free), then deal with it. I will continue to keep on doing the CSS and design work for the sub because that responsibility rests on my shoulders, and because I rather enjoy it. It's something different from the things I am working on for real, a nice change of pace. I will always wish you nothing but the best, regardless, and I hope you are doing well, and that you're happy, but I also pray to the utmost highest power, if it exists, that you get the help you need. F **** PS: Go outside and enjoy the weather and mountains in Montana. There's way better things in life to do than obsess over me, or revel in punching the simulacra of me you've set up.