I love him more than anything...

I love him more than anything.. ?I love him so much I get sad when I can’t see his face, I can’t go more than an hour without talking to him or seeing him without getting moody. People tell me he’s ugly, stinky, mean, and sucks at being a boyfriend. But I see a Man, the guy I love with every single piece of my heart. Not a single person on this planet knows him like I do. Everyone thinks he ain’t got problems and doesn’t talk to anyone about his feelings. I’m that someone, I see and feel his sadness like no other can, I help him through his hard times, unlike other people, I have deep conversations with him that not a single human being has ever had with him. I love him so much, that when other girls look, talk, or judge him, I get mad and wanna beat their skulls in. But I realize it’s not worth it, they can think what they want because as long as I know that he is loyal, loving, and respectful to me I don’t need other people’s useless opinions.. ?I wish I could be with him right now, in his arms, feeling his warmth, and love. He makes me feel like i’m actually home and safe. No other makes my mood go from wanting to kill someone, to wanting to full on jam to my favorite song. ?People don’t understand our relationship, people say he’s controlling, doesn’t love me, and he is cheating on me. And it’s only because they don’t like him. They try to get to me, but I know him the best and I would know if he did anything like that. You can see a guy’s interest in the relationship change, very quickly. They will start to not show much attention, they won’t care when you talk about your day or ask how theirs was, won’t talk to you about your feelings, doesn’t care about how you feel, disrespect you, and acts single like you don’t exist anymore. Which hurts the most coming from someone you really love and care for. ?He makes all my problems go away and my sadness shatters just seeing or talking to him. I forget about it then we talk about it later and he fixes it. He always has solutions for what to do in the hardest situations, well most of the time. I can’t loose him, I love him too much, and without him my life is useless.