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Sup Eshu, Another Friday, another gratitude note. again I am totally blank and I am gonna write what I am thankful for this week. alright, so I am currently really in the mood of writing a big ass paragraph so I am gonna go ahead and write everything I wanna say a since a long time or might have just not said it to you. Soooo, where do we start? yup I think back in grade 3 and I don't even remember how we were back then like I really don't know. What were our first words but the only thing I remember is that you were a big "fekku" at the time and used to lie a lot but in your defence I used to be a piece of shit too back in the days like a real pain in the ass lol. I think we started talking much in 4th but me and saarim have been more of the down to earth kind of people and didn't really hangout with the Sahaj group and we used to think you were part of that group we didn't really talk much with you at that and me and saarim, till date bitch about them just for fun lol. We didn't really speak much except exchanging gossip from each other's sections but that part was so fun if I am being honest. The next time we met was grade 5 I think when you were in my group if I am not wrong. But we did talk a lot at that time tooo. And then you had leave for USA and we really lost contact after that but I still remember the treat Mansuri uncle gave us before you left and he still has those pics btw. And then we came in contact through discord and start talking since them. whew, what a rollercoaster it has been. I know it's a bit difficult to meet but I think we have grown so close since the vacations and it's fun tbh to talk to you till midnight and just pop some corn and listen to wholesome songs while talking to you at almost 3:00 am and by the way I even missed out my workout today but it was sooo worth it. I don't even know how I fell in love with you and how you even decided to accept me but I guess it all worked out in the end. Dude I used to be a dumbass simp before I met you and it feels so great sharing things like this with you and just talking with you puts a smile on my face man. I am literally in tears of happiness right now lmao. I just love the way you are, the way you joke about dumbest of things and almost acting like a 5yr old at times and sometimes acting all mature and grown up and just how you manage to have all of those things in your 4'11 self. It feels amazing to actually get to know you better And its just that I feel happy that we decided to get to know each other better before we rushed into things. I think slow and steady was always the better idea. I am thankful for everything we have had, the cute moments, the laughs and the deep talks, EVERYTHING. Take care Esha and study well. I don't know, I always feel proud deep down inside lol. Keep studying missy (totally random ik). Happy new year in advance and have a beautiful night tonight :)